Have you locked yourself inside your shell for a very long time, scared that once you step outside your comfort zone, you’d get hurt again? How many times have you held back your thoughts and feelings just because the truth scares you? Have you been so worried about the future that you missed appreciating the present? Those negative things that draw you back. Does your past still haunt you? That you can’t even trust anyone, anymore? Almost certain that they will do the same or even worse.
These are some of the questions in my head that i ask endlessly whenever i feel unusually happy because of someone..uninvited.
Once you unlock your doors that’s when the roller coaster ride begins.
But am i really ready to take this ride again? It’s too risky. I’d fall. I might get hurt.
Time, space and distance are the physics of love and communication, consistency, trust and honesty are the formulas. Will it work?
It’s sad when even chocolates can’t help you.
So rest day is almost over but before this day ends I want to share with you what made me busy the whole day.
First, My co-nurses and I went to the bank to in-cash our pay checks. Sad to say I was not able to get my salary just because the name printed on the check was not the same with my iqama ID (residential ID here in KSA). I got angry, of course.
Secondly, I went to the grocery store and bought some food, cakes and hair coloring product! Yes! After years of thinking, finally, I’ve made up my mind.
I bought Garnier’s light brown with olive oil. I’m very happy with the outcome hehe. The color suits me! I feel a little bit different hehe. I feel so girly girly now haha.
Okay I need to sleep.07/03/14
Do you have this bad habit of deleting your tumblr account just because your previous posts are annoying you? And because your tumblr entries are very much alike to your facebook and instagram posts? Well, I do. I kind of hate myself for that.
Well, now is the right time to fix that kind of behavior before it’s too late! Maybe If I had not deleted my past accounts, I’m prolly laughing right now, reading my daily feels and childish stories that i shared quite some time ago.
So, yea, cheers to future feels, adventures, photos, and life stories to share!6th Tumblr account, btw. 😅 07/02/14